Writing Zazen

Tuesday, 22 May 2007

1000 hours update

Filed under: Writing Progress — Shelley-Lynne Domingue @ 3:04 am

I’ve written 165,983 words to date


Tuesday, 27 February 2007

My Goal – 1000 Hours of Writing in 1 year

Filed under: Writing Progress — Shelley-Lynne Domingue @ 8:07 pm

I’ve written 95643 words to date.

Frustration Turns into Creativity

Filed under: Daily Practice,Writing Progress — Shelley-Lynne Domingue @ 6:16 pm

Tuesday 5:43pm 27Feb07

Yesterday I started the day off with a giggle thinking how relaxing my morning at work was going to be. Well, at least it started that way. Then it turned into a beat down session with me being the one beat down. I answered the phone with exasperation more times than not.

When I got home last night I was sure that I was going to dive into bed head first. I certainly couldn’t blog. No one wants to read about that shit. I didn’t even have the energy to go to the liquor store for a bottle of wine. The thought of standing in line sweating in my layers was akin to some kind of Japanese water torture.

I didn’t think I was going to write at all. I started my journal, ‘Today the wrath of Mercury retrograde reared its angry head in my direction.’ Heck, I was the bullseye! The day was all about communication, miscommunication, hostile communication, Mercury’s domain.

Somehow I figured out that sleeping and/or drinking wasn’t the answer. So I wrote. I wrote my 1 hour mind cleanse for 30 minutes. I wrote my freeflow for my novel and I worked out. In the midst of working out I realized that frustration and anger motivate me.

I wrote in my journal, ‘What a great thing sometimes frustration can be because it stops me and gets me to ask the question, what do I most need to focus on for my sanity and my future? I need to be able to ask that question when I’m not frustrated or angry. I want to feel good. I don’t want to be ruled by a life of roller coaster emotions in order to create because that’s the kind of person I am, the one who loves to create.’

Through the midst of all that I also decided that since I’ve got all my novel notes and drafts and scratchings in one place, I’m going to read everything I have and plug the pieces into appropriate chapters of my novel.

In my journal I wrote, ‘It makes sense to go through all my pieces of writing to throw them all into White Wishes chapters. Read through it, mark up the page and type it into my novel that I’m working on now. Add the daily freeflow stuff that I’m doing for each chapter as well. Just keep adding and reading and reorganizing until I get there. And when I have read through every last bit of paper and have a whole novel then sculpt it like clay into what I want it to be.

I, today, February 26th 2007, feel like I can complete White Wishes and it’s the best feeling ever. I can really do this. How wonderful is that? It’s been a long time coming and there is still more work to do but I finally genuinely feel like I’ve got the right focus. I really need to have that feeling of creating out of thin air (freeflow/ stream of consciousness writing) because I love that feeling but, as well, I can plop the finished pieces together and read them and sculpt the scenes. It’s really really good, this love of what I do.’

Some how I transformed the frustration and channeled it. I’ve been working toward harnessing my energy instead of turning it into depression for years, yesterday I nailed it.


Sunday, 11 February 2007

White Wishes

Filed under: Writing Progress — Shelley-Lynne Domingue @ 2:37 pm


Monday, 22 January 2007

White Wishes

Filed under: Writing Progress — Shelley-Lynne Domingue @ 10:11 pm


Sunday, 7 January 2007

White Wishes

Filed under: Writing Progress — Shelley-Lynne Domingue @ 3:30 pm


Sunday, 3 December 2006

White Wishes

Filed under: Writing Progress — Shelley-Lynne Domingue @ 7:17 pm


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